Money is the one subject you keep out of focus
Venus in Pisces in the 2nd house means your finances are somewhere you would rather not look directly. You know roughly where things stand, you avoid the exact figures, and a certain haziness has become the permanent condition of the whole subject.
It is not incompetence. It is that money feels like a cold, hard thing that does not belong with what you actually value, and attending to it closely seems to require becoming somebody you have no wish to be. That is a false choice and it has been expensive.
Generosity with no accounting attached
You lend without records, give without expectation, and would find it distasteful to chase anybody. That is genuinely admirable and it has left you short more than once. Keep the generosity and write down what leaves, since a note is not a demand and it converts a vague unease into something you can actually decide about.
Objects kept for what they are attached to
What you own is a collection of associations: things given by particular people, kept from particular years, valuable to nobody else. That is a reasonable way to own things. Do label a few of them, since an archive whose meanings live entirely in one person's memory becomes ordinary clutter the moment that person is unavailable.
Worth that has nothing to do with holdings
Your sense of your own value is not attached to what you have accumulated, which spares you an enormous amount of anxiety that other people carry. It also means you have no particular motivation to accumulate, and the security you will need later is not going to build itself out of indifference.
Earning through what you are actually good at
Your income tends to come from caring, imagination or craft rather than from anything systematic, and it is frequently underpriced because the work does not feel like work to you. That is precisely why it is valuable. Charge what a stranger would charge for it, since your own estimate is unreliable in one direction only.
Money is where you give too much
In a relationship you will cover, contribute and quietly go without, and you will not raise it when the balance has become absurd. The other person often has no idea. Say the actual numbers out loud once, since your silence here is not generosity by the point at which it has started to cost you something you needed.
You are the one who does not ask for it back
Relatives borrow from you and repayment somehow never happens, and you have decided not to mind about several thousand pounds over the years. Some of that was a genuine gift. Say which is which at the time, since a loan nobody intends to chase is a gift with a slow grievance attached to it.
Friends who forget you paid
You cover the bill, buy the ticket, put in more than your share, and rarely mention it, so your circle has an inaccurate picture of who has been carrying what. Nobody is exploiting you deliberately. Say something lightly the next time it happens, since the correction is easy while it is small and awkward once it is a pattern.
Paid badly for something rare
What you do well is difficult to specify and therefore difficult to price, and you have accepted rates that bear no relation to the value delivered. Get somebody else to name your fee. Their number will be higher than yours and it will be closer to correct, which is a straightforward and permanent solution.
Financial fog produces a constant low unease
Not knowing exactly where you stand generates a background anxiety that follows you around and does not respond to anything except information. The looking is unpleasant and it is short. Two hours with the actual figures buys you more peace than any amount of avoidance ever has, and the fear is nearly always worse than the position.