You go somewhere to stop being yourself for a while
The 9th house is where this Pisces Venus goes wandering, and what it wants from the wider world is the experience of dissolving into it. Somewhere unfamiliar enough that your ordinary identity stops applying, where nobody knows you and you are briefly nobody in particular.
That is a genuine need rather than escapism, and it is why sightseeing bores you and a week somewhere quiet by water can reset the whole year. What you are after is not the destination but the loosening it produces.
Faith arrived at rather than argued into
Whatever you believe about the larger questions came from something you experienced rather than from a case somebody made, and you would struggle to defend it in an argument. That does not make it less real. Stop apologising for the absence of reasoning, since a conviction of this kind is not the sort of thing evidence produced or can remove.
Drawn to water, silence and old places
Coastlines, rivers, empty churches, anywhere with quiet and some sense of accumulated time: these do something to you that ordinary destinations do not. It is worth planning around rather than treating as a preference. Choose the trip that offers it, since a fortnight somewhere lively leaves you needing another holiday afterwards.
You take on the place you are in
Abroad you absorb rather than observe: the rhythm, the language, the manner, sometimes to the point where friends find you slightly changed on your return. That permeability is why your understanding of somewhere is unusually good. It also means a difficult environment reaches you fast, so leave one that is not working rather than persevering.
Learning without any structure to it
You take in a subject sideways: fragments, atmosphere, the thing somebody said once, and it assembles into real understanding by a route you could not reconstruct. Formal courses lose you around the second module. Accept the method and keep some record of what you have absorbed, since it currently exists nowhere outside your own impressions.
Somebody who will let the trip be quiet
What you want from travelling with a partner is shared silence in an unfamiliar place rather than a full itinerary, and this needs saying, because it looks like having no preferences. State it as a preference. A partner who plans every hour is not being inconsiderate; they have simply never been told what you actually want.
People you met once and still think about
Your travelling produces brief intense connections that never become correspondence: the person on the train, the family who took you in for an evening. You remember all of them. That is a real form of contact rather than a failed friendship, and it is worth writing down, since these are the encounters you will most want later.
You spend on getting away and regret none of it
Money goes readily on travel, retreats and time out of ordinary life, and your instinct that this is necessary rather than indulgent is broadly correct. Fund it properly rather than improvising, since improvised versions end up more expensive and less restorative than the trip you would have planned six months ahead.
You left, in some sense, quite early
Whether or not you moved far, there is a way in which you departed from your family's world young: a different set of assumptions, a private interior life they had no access to. That was necessary. Say something about it once, since the distance is usually read as indifference and it has never been that.
Where you are affects you more than what you do
The atmosphere of a place reaches you directly, so a harsh, noisy or joyless environment will flatten you within days regardless of how carefully you are otherwise looking after yourself. Take that seriously when choosing where to go and where to stay. Pick the quiet option every time, since for you it is the entire difference between being restored and merely getting through it.